Sabotage!!!

Good lord, what have I done?!

I know what I've done - I've sabotaged everything I've mentally prepared myself to do, to become, all for the instant gratification a few puff pastries (ok, QUITE a few) could provide. And they weren't even THAT good!

Here's the dilly - LAST week, I completely forgot to do my WI, so I thought, "Ok, I've just bought myself an extra week here, I'm gonna work EXTRA hard and see results NEXT week!"

Well, tomorrow IS "next week" - and I'm not even going to bother stepping on the scale.

Yesterday, we threw a come-and-go baby shower-style party for our new li'l one, and although I was too busy playing hostess to some 40ppl and their babies, I didn't get a chance to eat all the savoury sweets and yummy finger foods I helped to prepare.

That is, not until the party was over, and I realized how HUNGRY I was, and how the only accessible items to devour were those calorie-packed devils spread out before me, in all their greasy goodness!

So I indulged. Correction - I OVER indulged - and all day today, have been continuing to do so. It's much easier to pop a nanaimo bar square (or 14!) in my mouth instead of boiling eggs and making whole grain toast for breakfast.

Tomorrow's WI. It's also the day my daughter is 8 wks old. WOW. 2 months already. That breaks my heart how quickly time flies.

Ok, back to me and my weight loss journey.... Tony Little's little glories arrived in the mail (the Rock 'n Roll Stepper and the Ab Lounge Xtreme - why does it always sound more aggressive when the "e" is dropped in "extreme"? Something about starting with an "x" just HAS to be good, right?!). So now with these little gems, along with my treadmill and elliptical and set of weights, and the new cradle swing Maddy received as a shower gift (it's supposed to knock babies out cold so mommies can focus on other things!), I really have no excuse.

Standby, here's hoping the cradle swing does what it's supposed to, and I can have a bit of time in my busy day to focus on me and get myself back into shape.

Cuz I tells ya, after the crap I've been putting in my body lately, I feel like a sack, and I'm eager to get healthy and fit again so I can not only keep up with my baby girl, but look hot naked, too!