Nerves....

Woke up this morning to an unbelieveable 172.8 on the scale.

After weeks of nearing the 180 mark again and entertaining thoughts of seeking (and booking!) outside help, whaddya know, I'm back down again.

Well, I'm tired of the fluctuations, and I'm meeting with the bodybuilders (ack!) in 2hrs. If anything, I loves me a good challenge, and I love that my body has become my project. If I can change this, I can do anything!